(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)"
-ee cummings
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My mother passed away just after Christmas.
She bravely battled an aggressive form of lymphoma for 15 months. I am sad and I am grieving, we were very close. She was a truly amazing woman, friend and mother. I miss her so much.
I don't usually post a lot about personal issues here, but her passing has effected me in so many ways. Right now it's hard enough just to get back to a regular routine. Be a good mom, take care of my family, keep the house from falling apart and go to work every day. Honestly I feel a little lost. I'm going to be sporadic in my posting again for a while. I need to just remember to breathe and find my way back right now.